Been kinda lazy to blog these days…
I have no idea why, but I guess its about my mood.
I been blogging emo posts these days.. after awhile, I just got kinda tired of myself…
Talking about being tired…
I have been really really drained out.
These days I felt so tired easily… and forcing myself to wake up in the morning is a pain.
I told Lin and Yun, I have never been so tired before.
Even when with Lin, I was out with her practically everyday and stayed up late to 2-3am minimum.
These days, without going out much, I am so so so tired.
I guess, this time round, is because I have been drained, physically, mentally and emotionally.
That’s why I have been really tired.
Then I was thinking “Why would I be tired when with lin? I wont be if I get to see the one I love everyday and spending time.” But I guess, after everything ended, the energy really started to flow off fast…
I need a break.. I really need a holiday…
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Tuesday, I met up Gina for dinner.
Was supposed to meet her for lunch and she asked me go to Beauty World. =.=
I thought why so far…
Still, I took a cab from Clementi down, cheaper la.
Reach about 12.45pm.. I was waiting till 1.30pm and she aint here…
Then sms came telling me to go back first cos she got held up and is going to be very late.
So no choice, I went to grab a fast lunch and then took the same route back..
Woooo… this lunch cost me $18 eh! =.=”
Then in the end, I met Gina for dinner instead.
Went over to Bottle Tree Park and Yishun.
This is my first time there eating though I have been there for 2-3 times.
Ordered a Sambal potatoe leave, a lemon chicken and a Mayo Prawn.
Hmmm… the serving were a bit big I must say. Especially the prawns.
There were 10 big prawns and we couldn’t finish them.
Oh.. the prawns cost $25 eh.. means each prawn is $2.50!
Haaa…
Well.. After that, we just sat at the table and chat, smoking away.
Talking about the past when we were at Banyan Tree working.
Then we start listening to songs. Emo songs…
Well, she just went through a bad r/s, I just had a breakup…
Told Yun the atmosphere was just great to emo and have a heart to heart talk.
Was dark, left 2 of us at the restaurant, and raining heavily by a big pond.
Haaa… Yun said luckily never do anything wrong.. =.=
What can go wrong?!
I know how to get a grip on this lor…
Well, after that, till 12+ den took a cab, sent Gina home and me home.
Lin was also on the way home and said will call me later.
Got home, bathed and straight away I lied down on bed le.
Was listening to music and resting away while waiting for Lin to call.
She called almost at 2am. It was about 1.45am I guess.
Chatted awhile, she tired, went sleep le.
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Nothing much on Wednesday, just work and having class that’s all…
I haven’t watch Chronicles of Nar Ma! (Narnia should be) and Kungfu Panda…
Gek Sim haven’t confirm with me tomorrow she meeting me or not. If not then I will ask Gina le
I haven’t been out for 3 weekends. Last weekend also at home, except meeting Gek Sim on Sunday evening.
I used to watch movie with Lin at least once a week.
Now I haven’t watched any.
Thought of going PC show. I need to get my laptop.
Asking either Gek Sim or Gina company me go…
If either free.
Lin mentioned about not having to meet friends up, distancing away.
I told her i read in her blog.
She asked me if I knew who she referring to...
Seriously... I have no idea...
Then she said nevermind.. and we soon hung up...
Well.....
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I need a break…
Yun and Ber going Genting tomorrow le.
Haiz.. Supposed to bring Lin go Genting as well cos she never go before…
But well………………………..
Was telling Gina, we should plan one to go.
Batam... Bintan…
I missed the relaxing time there…
Sigh…
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Where has my heart gone to?
It didnt come back,
But lost...
