THE SOUL
Name:Wisely Thomas Wee
Age: 29
DOB: 8th Jan 1980
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Occupation: Assistant Marketing Manager
Industry: Engineering
I Am
~ Just a simple guy
Looking for a simple girl
To have a simple love
To lead a simple life
Which is the hardest thing to do~
I Love
~ Music
~ Bowling
~ Sleeping
~ Eating
~ Coffee & Tea
~ Freedom
I Want
~ To complete my degree asap
~ To get my driving license
~ To build on my career
~ To get my own car
~ To get my own house
~ To find my simple girl
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Updates with some craps...
Wokay...
Another 1 week I havent updated anything...
BUSY BUSY BUSY!
First...
EXAMS!
The damm exams I had last week almost killed me!
Especially for the module on Product Innovation.
We were given 6 topics and 2 case studies, of which half of them will be in the main paper while the other half will be in sub paper.
1st time in my damm life I spotted exam questions like fuck!
All of those I really studied...
DID NOT COME OUT!
#$%^xyz4%^&*x$%^&y%$&z%^*............ =.=
I mean I did studied some of the others but focus more on the others...
Kaoz...
So now if I were to take sub paper... *Phui Phui... Touch Wood!*
I definitely will score de lor!
Now this module become 50-50 liao... Sigh...
~*~
Okie...
Apparently, due to exam, nothing much happened.
Except Thursday after exam, met SGN, went to his friend's place play Mahjong...
3 lose 1...
I lost $60... =.=
Got home only like 6am on Friday morning.
Went to sleep and then back to work at 3pm cos of a tenant's opening event.
Then, nothing to do, met up with Tina at the same place again.
Bukit Timah, Al- Azhar, for Teh and chill...
She is my best female pal I tell you!
Never a minute there will be boredom with her.
So much fun and crap with her.. Hahaha...
We can chat practically anything under the sun, the moon and the stars!
Even detailed about XXX....
Muahahahaha...
But of cos, we can hold off some intelligent talks as well la.
Not all the time crap.
Haa...
~*~
Oh well...
Saturday was meant to be a rotting at home day cos I simply dont feel like going out.
I have been like this for past couple of weeks.
Didnt really feel like going anywhere on a weekend.
But end up, Lai called...
"Here is the plan... first, we go CK's place wash cars, then go jogging then dinner then bowling..."
He called me with programs planned.
Jogging! OMG!
I havent been jogging like since poly days.
Jogged for 1.6km then I buey tahan liao...
In the end, Sunday i started feeling the aches on my tights and ankles...
Weak sia!
~*~
Sunday...
My colleague's House Warming.
When I reached there, then I realised its just beside CK's place!
Haaa.... dumb...
Left about 3+, walk around in Jurong Point, then to Bugis, then to City Hall.
Looking for bag but didnt get any.
Then went to look for SGN at 8pm and have dinner with him.
He drove me back to office and den he went home.
Yes.. I was in office, or rather the mall.
Till like almost 1am for overseeing setup...
=.=
My job sucks!
~*~
Monday was busy like siao...
Got to work and my phone started ringing and ringing the whole bloody day.
People coming in and out looking for me as well...
Kaoz...
Having a tiring day... I decided to go shop for bag alone.
Then got a sms from Tina, she was at Great World.
Okie! Good... Go shopping with me!
Haa..
So we met up and go shop around.
I seriously like this bag from Espirit.. but didnt wanna get it yet as I wanna explore around.
End up at Taka... Saw this Picard bag.. on sales...
Didnt really take a very good look at it and then just went off.
Had coffee and Hoon ki at Spineilli...
Then Tina told me that the bag not bad ma... somemore I got vouchers...
I was thinking... Oh yah hor...
The bag original price at $224, selling at $124, with my vouchers, I will pay only $74!
Wooohooo~! Why not!?
So after coffee, its like 9.20, we rushed back.
Who knows, security forbid us to go in liao cos Taka closing!
Damm!!!!!
Then we try to sneak in from basement and got in!
Wanna take the escalator and kena block by security again!
Nevermind, we took the lift, luckily still in function and quickly get the bag before the cashier counter really totally closed up.
Haa... I got it!
Yeah!
Thats practically what the whole week is like...
~*~
Actually I havent been feeling really good for past 2-3 weeks.
My mood is fluctuating. Most of the time, down.
Why so, Idont have much of an idea, but I guess some parts of it, I think I know why.
Mainly cos I cant get over something I have done unwillingly.
Haiz...
Much as I dont wish to be like this, at times really cant help it.
At times, become abit emo over some songs and things flashed past my mind again.
I been trying to ignore things and not be bothered.
I mean I aint exactly being bothered la... But just.. hmmm....
Duno la...
I realised some of us are just not used to being alone.
Was discussing with Yun on this.
Seriously, other than if Sunday I am meeting Celest.
Or Saturday bowling, other than that, I dont feel like doing anything at all.
I just wish to stay at home... Alone... Best...
Just maybe, dont feel that good and wish to just be alone.
I told Yun...
When nothing cheers or perks you up and seriously nothing can help anymore...
Thats when you know you have to look within yourself.
Many a time, its all in the mind.
I understand, end of the day, we are still human..
Human are complex... No logic to discuss about at times.
So....
No verdict... Everyone is different.
If not.. I only say... But yet.. Feeling mood and emo at times myself...
Oh well... Not much time to write stuffs...
In any case, this post is bit long and crappy.
Still in office now.
Gotta get off work.
Bless you peeps...
Especially YOU...
Bye...
The Soul feels @ 6:54 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
Monday, July 21, 2008
特别的女生~Eva
突然呢,我想写一则post关于这位对我来说很特别的女生。
她呢,就是Eva。
首先呢,她不是本地人,也就是说她不是新加坡人。
她是台湾澎湖人。
我是在一个叫Chatango的聊天交友网站认识她的。
其实当时也就闲着无聊,就看看有没有外国朋友可以认识。
其实有很多。那我就觉得,和一个语言和文化相同的人交谈会亲切些吧。
那我就看到网上这个女孩,有一张很清纯甜美的相片。
看一下是台湾人。。。 哦,好象很不错哦。
那我本身也很喜欢台湾,也很向往去那儿啊。
对。。。我这个山龟(Sua-gu),连飞机都没做过,更何况去台湾叻。
嗨。。。可悲。
那当时,你知道在网上,就算你要和别人聊天,别人也未必会回答你。
这个女生还算不错啦,有回应。那我们就聊起来了。
当时公司还能上Chatango,所以还有蛮多机会聊天。现在公司把它挡住了。
而且公司也不能用MSN,真是可恶极了!没机会和朋友聊天。
我们偶尔还会再网上联络啦。但通常都聊得不是很久。
那之后呢,我们都有传相片给对方。还有彼此的电话号码。虽然很少用得着。
有一次呢,我就接到了个电话。是国外打来的哦。
听了。。。有把很甜美的声音传了过来。
原来是Eva打来的哦。
那时还蛮感动的。但因为电话费贵嘛,就只聊了几分钟,就挂线了。
那之后我们还有通过一次或两次电话吧。之后就没有了。
很奇妙的是,Eva对我产生了好感。
那时我心里有想过。我们隔了千里之外,又没见过面,有可能吗?
在那儿当时,我也有女朋友,所以也没多加理会。
即时她知道,她也只把对我的那份关怀,表现在对我的关心和问候。
在指导我不开心的时候,她总是会开导我,逗我。
也让我知道无论发生什么事呢,她都会呵护着我。即使,她不在我身边。。。
就因为我们相隔那么远,她也一直感到很无奈,很纳闷。
在我和女友分手后,她还是一样对我很好。即使是在网上,但那份温馨还是感觉得到。
虽然我对她也有同样的感觉,但毕竟,我们真的相隔太远了。说起来,有点不切实际。
我知道我和霖在一起的时候,她有点难过。。。
但就是很无奈,因为她在台湾,我在新加坡,根本就没办法。
到我和霖分手后,Eva还是对我那么好。
她给我的感觉有点遥不可及,但却又很贴心。我承认我对她有好感。
前天呢,我们就在网上聊天,是用唛聊天哦。
很久没听到她甜美的声音和可爱的笑声了。感觉蛮好的。
不知不觉,我们俩竟聊了4个小时哦!!!
她很想来新加坡。或许顺利的话,她很可能今年内会来噢。
或许大概10月吧。应为跟她说了要在我比较每那么忙的时候过来,那我才有时间陪她。
她要求24小时贴身陪伴哦!要不24小时Standby!
她说要了解并希望能融入我的生活。
哈哈哈哈哈。。。被她打败了。*通常都我打败她啦。。。
说真的,我还蛮期待的。期待着见一见我这位,可谓红颜知己。
我和她在上两个星期说过。
要是5年后,她未嫁,我未娶,我就飞去台湾,把她娶过来。
我们就等着看吧。^_^
This is Eva... Lolz..
~*~
宝贝。。。
谢谢你一直以来对我的支持和爱护。
认识你,我真的很感动。
从没想到你我隔江千里,你却能如此贴近我心。
真的很感激,很谢谢你这一年多来对我的不弃不舍。
很期待你过来的那天哦!
带你去吃喝玩乐,也顺便见见一些我的好友。
我家人你见不见啊?哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
你看!那么长一篇写你哦。感动吧?!
呵呵呵呵呵。。。
等你哦!
The Soul feels @ 10:42 AM *~The Lost Soul~*
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Post bit long
Its been over a week since I last updated.
I have been rather busy and lazy to update any post. No mood la.
Well, I shall just briefly give an update for the past week.
Seriously, for weekdays, nothing much to expect.
Mainly is all work and studies and then home.
If not, will only be meeting friend for dinner or chit chat.
Oh ya, finally, Tina is back!
Met up with her last Tuesday for dinner at Marina Square and had coffee at Starbucks and listening to her adventures.
Seriously, she is the only one dearest female friend cum buddy whom I can crap and chat whole night without much of a silent moment. I missed all the coffee and smoking sessions with her.
Its great to have her back. For now., cos she is leaving and going back to London again in September.
Met her up like Monday again. I was having dinner with Gina then she called.
Well, since Gina always have dinner then wanna go back earlier to rest, so I thought I might as well meet Tina. Seriously, hard to find someone who can hold crap and intelligent talks at the same time.
So after Gina got on the bus, I went to wait for my bus.
It’s the first got dam time I waited for a bus at the interchange for half and hour before the bloody bus come!
I was boiling blood already!
I thought 178 could have taken me right where I wanna go.
Was supposed to meet Tina at Bukit Timah.
Who knows the bloody bus made a turn before Bukit Timah Plaza, or rather before reaching Banyan Tree(My previous workplace).
I was thinking… WTF!
I thought this bus goes to Bukit Timah Plaza? I used to take before and I doubled confirm with Gina somemore.
Damm! I got off the dam bus after it turned 2 stops later and hop on a cab.
Fucking stupid…
Finally met up with Tina, had coffee, prata, chit chat abit till like coming to 12am before we leave. Since Tuesday I aint working cos I took off for revision, so hanged out bit later la.
~*~
Oh yah, on Sunday, met up Ber and Yun for revision for exams.
Cos Ber is having exam about the same time as me. So we met up at Marina Square. Was supposed to meet up like 2pm? End up, 3 of us dili deli till about 3.30pm then reached. Haaa
We went to buy Tickets first cos we thought after a few hours of revision, we should reward ourselves with a movie. So we bought tickets for 赤壁. 8.25pm show.
Then we proceed to BK at Millennium Walk for our revision while Yun was entertaining herself on DSlite.
Guess both me and Ber had show attention span, so in the end didn't really study much la.
About 7pm, we went for dinner, while waiting for Celeste to come.
Yes, Celeste is joining me with Ber and Yun for movie.
Thought she told me before she wanna intro some of her good friends to me, so I just intro her some of mine as well.
So she got to MS about 8pm cos she had dinner at home.
Then, we proceed for the show.
After the show, we were all bloody tired la. Next day still gotta work.
Furthermore, Celeste’s alarm clock rings at 11.30pm, which is time for her to rest. Haa…
Went to wait for cab. Bloody hell, waited for 30mins for the cab!
Brian and Bob came to fetch Ber and Yun for supper, they went off already and we were still waiting!
Finally, we got on a damm cab.
Midnight charges sure aint cheap these days. Sent Celeste home first then I home, about $35 liao.
Faintz……….
Those who haven’t watch 赤壁 and didn't know about it, the show is actually showing first part only or.
2nd part of the show will be shown end of the year. Haaa…
But those in Hongkong get to watch the full version one shot. Kaoz!
But seriously, I thought the show was pretty well filmed.
The effects, the whole feel was good. Cant wait for the 2nd half.
Oh, asked Yun what she thinks about Celeste.
Well, same thoughts somehow I had. Celeste has a sweet smile.
She looks pretty sweet when she smiles.
Told her before she should smile more. Don't always stern face, cos she don't talk much as well.
Haa…
Hopefully she got time this weekend to watch HellBoy with me.
~*~
I have got class on Saturday.
Then thought of meeting Gina for pool.
After I ended class, as usual, I cant get her lor. Sianz… Always like that.
So I went over to Chinatown to visit SGN cos he helping his mom to tend the shop.
Since 4.30 I was there till like 9pm?
Talking and smoking and watching 投名状. We finished watching only like 4 hours later.
Haaa…. Cos stop and play stop and play.
SCB Grace was supposed to come down to visit him but end up she didn't appear.
Which I was kinda expecting it. So be it.
Then, Gina called me about 8+.
I could hear her crying away.
She said she aint feeling happy, in a low mood, asked if I wanna go and meet her.
So asked SGN. He said anything. So we went for dinner first then went to Yishun to meet her.
Nothing much in the end. Can see she was much better.
We sat at Mac, had drinks and smoke and chatting away.
Knew Gina wanna talk to me about things but SGN around so not that much talking in the end.
After that we did talk on msn and sms la.
Then 11+, we all went home. Sent Gina to her godma’s place and den SGN sent me home.
~*~
Exam coming. Which is actually today, 17th July.
Damm exams… I hate exams man…
This module is Marcom. Something always my area of interest.
But these few days I simply cant focus on studying.
It's a double credits module, I really wish I could score.
Haiz… Pray hard and hope my theories and applications can be applied well.
Wish me luck!!!
~*~
Its now exactly 3am when I wrote this!
After I put down the phone with Lin.
Had some thoughts but I think I need to rest for exam.
Will update my thoughts again.
Nite peeps…
The Soul feels @ 10:21 AM *~The Lost Soul~*
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
下辈子
*迷失灵魂~卫斯理*
下辈子我要做个女人。。
伤害我这样的男人。
The Soul feels @ 6:00 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
Monday, July 7, 2008
K 歌
The working week has started again.
How fast the weekend can be?
Got home about 1am last night.
Went singing with Yun, Ber and Jieqi.
Its been quite some time since last went KTV.
I was really happy cos I found someone to sing this song with me for a looooong time.
别来无恙 by 张宇,张清妨
Haaa…
Of cos, Jieqi is the one who can sing it with me!
Its been some time since I sang that song.
No gals did know how to sing.
I did thought of Jieqi before but never did have the chance.
Initially was Yun who asked if I wanna meet Ber and her for KTV.
Then I saw Jieqi online and asked her.
Thankfully la… If not I alone there, see the other 2 of them
打情骂俏…
Haaa… I will be very extra leh…
Actually I though of asking Celeste along but she got too tired from clubbing the night before.
Asked Gina, she said she will let me know.
As usual, nothing from her.
No call, no sms.
Till I also lazy to go ask already la…
Oh ya, talked about going to watch “赤壁” with Ber and then talking about history and such.
Hope this show doesn’t fail us.
Much more shows to watch this period.
Like Hellboy 2, though I didn’t watch part 1.
The Mummy. Tomb of the Dragon King. Must watch eh! Probably ask Celeste to watch with me, provided she didn’t watch with others la.
Don’t know what else liao, gotta check my movie lists.
Haven’t been really watching shows other than Hancock with Celeste on Friday night.
Oh………………
I wanna borrow the book ‘The Rape of Nanking” from Jieqi.
Heee… Think Gina bought the book, don’t know same or not.
But nevermind, next time I’ll ask from Jieqi when she comes Tiong Bahru visit her Grandma.
Though I have somehow read a book about Nanking, I watched 2 shows about Nanking, but
certain things just don’t feel complete.
Another one I actually wanna find out more is the War of Taiping.
Slowly ba… One by one first.
~*~
Wanna occupy myself with something.
At least I wont feel bored or lonely being alone at home or nothing to do and nowhere to go during days I have the free time.
Ya.. should go continue my driving ba…
Too much things wanna do…
Too little time and money…
Too much things in the mind…
The Soul feels @ 1:03 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Weekends updates...
Yeah… I am in office…
Yes, it’s a damm Sunday.
Its my monthly Duty Manager thingy, so no choice.
Well, there goes the weekend.
Had class yesterday and then went home.
Ya, surprisingly, I went home straight.
Gina asked me to go in JB again. She wanna do facial.
I got home, I bathed, headache, I KO.
Haa.. till she almost done then I replied sms. But I was too tired and lazy to go in.
Even supposed to go bowling last night at 10pm, I also stayed home.
Yeah, so there goes a Saturday. Stayed home watch LOTR lor.
~*~
Friday I was out very late. Got home almost 2.30am.
Was out with Celeste.
Yeah, some will be thinking, who is this Celeste?
Cos no one ever heard about her before.
Well, she was my ex colleague’s friend.
Got to know her on the day Lin celebrated her birthday at the pub and my fren was just next 2 pubs away.
So got to know her through my fren and we kept in contact.
Then last week she asked if I would like to meet up for dinner.
Well, since I have got nothing on, might as well.
Its about a month since the first time we met.
End up went Vivo to walk around.
Damm, Vivo sure was packed. As usual.
We went to get tickets for movie, watched Hancock.
Wanted the 9.40pm show, but no seats liao, end up got the 11.25pm one.
Reaching Vivo at 7pm, you can see we have lots of time to spend.
So went dinner, but everywhere was packed.
Ended up at Republic Food Court instead.
Haa…
So after that, we went out to the open area upstairs, enjoy the breeze abit and smoke.
Then went downstairs to look for a café for some tea.
Went to this Serenity and sat outside from like 9pm?
Both of us had Earl Grey Tea, smoking away and had some nice chat.
Its comfortable talking to her. We shared a lot of feelings and stuffs.
Mainly she just had a bad r/s which is about the same time as me. Haiz…
Then till like 10.30pm, we wnt to get ciggs for her, then we went out to sit by the ‘sea’ again. Until its time for movie then go off.
After the show, went to St James side take cab.
Man.. till now I haven’t been to St James lor.
Celeste going again on Saturday cos its her best friend birthday.
She said next time then brings me go in and meet her friends as well.
Haa.. Cool!
Hope she didn’t get too drunk..
Haa.. when a good buddy having birthday, you wont know how much you will be forced to drink.
Told her next time bring me go la, then I can look after her…
Then again, same thing. Knowing that I cant drink, people will think that ended up I am the one needed to be looked after instead. Lolz…
Nah… I know my limits.
No more drinking till I KO..
No No No!
Well, will see when I’ll be meeting her again.
She claimed that we can be really good friend, cos she enjoyed talking and sharing with me.
Thanks gal! You have been a great company too.
=)
~*~
I had a dream on Friday night.
I actually dreamt about Esther and Amber.
We were at a swimming pool.
Esther was changing and it happened that Amber fell in the pool and I got her up.
Didn’t remember much le.
But I thought it was weird how come I will dream about them.
I admit I do miss Amber a lot.
And yesterday, when I was online, I went to Esther’s slide shows collections.
Went through the slide shows and saw the many pictures we used to take.
Lots of memories just came refreshing back in my mind.
Looking at the pictures, I thought we really we happy that time and we looked so blissful.
Was chatting with Sharon last night
Told her about these and she tot it was bit weird about my dream too.
Haa…
Well… Though man people thought Sharon was not mature enough in some thinking, but I thought she is good enough to actually about to see a lot of things in a detached point of view and pretty diplomatic.
As usual, went through the past and present and stuffs about Esther as well and stuffs.
Ended with “Whats meant to be, will be”
~*~
I know myself…
I am not willing to commit any r/s now.
I cant see the future for myself now with anyone.
I can only enjoy the company like with Gina or even Celeste etc.
I don’t know…
My heart doesn’t dare to feel much now.
Oh well…
I’ll just stick to myself as much as I can…
Come what may…
~*~
Time to leave office!
Meeting Jieqi first then meet Yun and Ber for KTV!
Time to Cry Father Cry Mother!
Lolz…
Adious!
The Soul feels @ 5:21 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Tots
I was quite upset over something.
I have no idea why did one person would change to be ‘revengeful’ and anal in a way.
There has been a lot of injustice in this world. Everything happens for a reason.
Yes, be it good or bad, there is definitely someone hurt, someone to be fine.
Especially in relationship. Too much examples of such.
Too many used to be loving couples turned sour.
That’s when you start thinking the other party is not worth it, he/she is just crap.
Then you started cursing and swearing in one way or another, not necessary the vulgar way. But then again, still the same.
End of the day, I thought we will still end up living in our own world, blinded by the fact we had injustice done to us. By doing so, we can never get out of it and we will just go on and on and moved towards a undesired direction which we aren’t aware of.
得饶人处,且饶人
We need not be a saint, but we should be benevolent. We should know our limits.
I don’t know what else I can say or do. Its not within my scope and concern anymore. Nothing I can do anyway.
So be it…
Find the correct strength and look beyond what the eyes can see. Do not be blinded by the evilness in this world and turn in to them unknowingly.
God bless…
Period…
~*~
Nothing much has happen to my daily life.
I seems to be lifeless now.
Studies, work, home. Fullstop.
Except for past 3 weekends going in JB and do nothing.
Sometimes wana meet Gina, but when she got busy or sleeping, its almost hard to get her.
It got kinda frustrating when you are waiting and you cant get the person.
Then again… We aint attached to each other, no obligations.
~*~
Saturday tutorial, Sunday Duty Manager.
There goes the weekend again.
Exam coming soons.
Sianz…
Totally not motivated in any single thing at all now.
Just wish I can sleep everyday, day and night.
Just sleep and heck about everything till the day I feel motivated.
I am still tired…
The Soul feels @ 5:46 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
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