THE SOUL
Name:Wisely Thomas Wee
Age: 29
DOB: 8th Jan 1980
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Occupation: Assistant Marketing Manager
Industry: Engineering
I Am
~ Just a simple guy
Looking for a simple girl
To have a simple love
To lead a simple life
Which is the hardest thing to do~
I Love
~ Music
~ Bowling
~ Sleeping
~ Eating
~ Coffee & Tea
~ Freedom
I Want
~ To complete my degree asap
~ To get my driving license
~ To build on my career
~ To get my own car
~ To get my own house
~ To find my simple girl
Monday, August 31, 2009
Twinkling weekend + Absolute Feet sweeping moment!
In a twinkling of eyes, weekend is just gone~
Amazing!
As usual, another boring weekend for me.
Rot at home on Saturday and TV till 3am again.
Sunday went to Geylang look for SGN then went to Ber's place and nuah with them and home.
Pooof!
There you have it!
Monday again!
Argh~~~~~~~~~~~~
~*~
Anyway, last week, something made me smile big time.
Although something else pissed me big time, but what came straight after that swept me off~
Ex coy sms me some crap la... Got me pissed...
Yeah, my pay issue not settlee yet!
God damm it!
After which, I received another sms.
A good night sms.
Last 2 words of the sms arent good night.
Its............
Miss U!
I posted in FB.
"Miss you" has never made me felt as amazing as tonight... It just kept stirring waves of emotions in me and I'm totally overwhelmed!!!
Seriously, by now, some of you should know who can let me got so overwhelmed.
Yes...
Celest...
Its been over a year since I fell for her and been around and kinda hope to work things out.
Its the first time ever, she sms me Miss U...
You wont imagine the kinda electrifying feeling just ran through my viens and blood!
I've realised, despite there are some other feelings here and there.
Celest has been the only one who still send the kinda excitment in me whever I see her.
Even a sms is good enough.
I think in my life, despite having a few r/s, none has given me such kinda electricfying feelings...
Celest is actually the 2nd one.
The first one, was history.
Sh was one of my greatest regrets.
She was never mine, despite we have 4-5 chances.
But always something cropped up and screwed it.
Whatever the case, she is another one's wife now.
Lolz...
Yeah...
I guess since last year, I have written quite a number of things about Celest.
But just too bad she dont read my blog...
I really have no idea how she thinks...
I dont know when is the time.
Pam said I should give myself a time frame, but end of the year.
Said its time to have more actions...
I dont know.
I dont wish to jeopardise...
But... I wish...
I would have her for X'mas and Birthday...
I wish...
Ya...
Wishing...
The Soul feels @ 11:29 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
Monday, August 24, 2009
Happy Moments and some pissed issue
There goes the weekend.
I am surprised myself that I have been home the whole weekend!
Last week was a pretty normal week.
Except Friday was bit busy after lunch.
Last Friday noon was probably the happiest time I had for all the weeks passed.
I had lunch with Celest!
Gosh! Its been months since I last saw her.
I did bumped into her on Wednesday and I was pretty happy to see her already.
We fixed the lunch days back actually.
Though we had food court only, since our lunch hours are pretty strict to an hour, but it was nice.
But this 1 hour seems to be like a flash..
Too fast!
Happy lunch hours should be set for at least 2 hours ma!
Anyway, I have been stupid.
I always thought she worked at Millenium Tower.
its till friday then I know she is actually at Suntec Tower 2!
I am at Tower 1!
Holy cow! How near are we!!!
If only I knock of at 6pm, then I can meet her to go home and class all the time..
Damm!!!
Anyway, more lunches to come I hope.
I really wish to spend more time with her.
I am taking it waaaaaaay to long.
Buck Uo! Buck Up!
~*~
Ok, this following is going to be abit harsh.
Please skip if you didnt wanna read.
I have this damm issue with my ex coy.
I havent really mentioned much about it.
Its the cause of all the shit I am going through now in my life.
i joined taking a paycut...
I went in and 2nd month, coy paycut.
WTF!!!
Delaying pay for months and telling me cos of my reports not submitted or incomplete.
Now that I have left the coy, they held my pay for 3 weeks already.
Despite emails and smses, they didnt reply.
Then I post on Facebook...
"No news from my ex coy, held my pay for 3 weeks.. I am feeling abit unhappy."
Guess what?
They replied!
Saying I should have called and not making comments here and be unhappy.
I am bit pissed on this already.
Then an ex coll replied saying e should not be the one doing the calling and such, its the responsibility of the coy.
I agreed on that.
Despite things of the past, I agreed.
Then they asked me what have I done for the coy for the past 5 months now that I am asking for my pay.
Hello! Fuck it!
My sales and pay is a different issue.
I have fulfilled my working hours and I should be paid on my basic pay.
Not looking at performance and reports.
You wanna look on that, its on my comm!
They are already not paying me comm, which I am very unhappy.
Cos I didnt hit target?
So if I am just abit more to target then what?!
Fuck crap!
I already said forget it and then held my pay.
Bloody pissed!
Then they said they can sue whoever wrote on the wall post.
Please.... Try harder.
If you can do that, I will kiss my own ass!
Without names and coys mentioned and you wanna do that?!
By replying with comments, you already shoot yourself in the foot!
Telling people your credibility and responsibility as a company.
Been treating you guys as friends, thats why I didnt wanna make a fuss.
But in the end, being nice, I am being taken advantage of.
Incorrigible~
Elis also commented and shot them back.
Thank her for that.
For now, I just wanna get my pay next week and I see how much I am paid.
I have the amount roughly, anything lower, Thats it.
I'm not gonna take it down anymore...
Lets wait and see...
Ok...
Period.
Pissed to write on more.
Out...
The Soul feels @ 12:49 AM *~The Lost Soul~*
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Random
Its just going to be not too long, not too short..
Haa...
There goes the long weekend...
In a blinking of eyes...
Sat slept thru till meet Loti for show "UP" at CWP...
Then Yun Dearie called, jio mahjong...
She came to fetch me and then her bro's friend..
MJ till 4am and cab home...
Slack through on Sunday...
Watched TV from 3pm to 3am...
Yesterday rot half the day and went Vivo with Lai and CK...
End of LWE...
Pretty boring eh?
Haaa...
~*~
Random pertaining to someone's blog....
Love is nothing but some feelings...
What I always said...
Love is not love without feelings...
Blame god, blame the earth, blame heaven, blame others...
But think back about your ownself...
Why does your own feelings lie? Where is your heart?
Dont preach love when you know not about it...
You arent doing what you are preaching...
Its hypocritical...
You are not respecting friends you ought to...
Look into yourself, and you know you are just an egostic freak...
You are not looking for love...
You just want attention, you just want your ego to be stroke...
Admit it...
Loser...
The Soul feels @ 3:14 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
Thursday, August 6, 2009
New Job & Random
On to a new job...
Now with an engineering company, dealing with industrial heavy vechicles...
Its totally new for me, engineering industry.
But what I wish to get out of this is on the regional exposure...
I am still doing marketing, and sales, but on a regional scale now, given the fact I need to travel.
Its been long enough that I have been under achieving in life and especially in career...
Guess people have been sick and tired of hearing my shit and I am sick and tired of myself.
I had enough from being a burden to myself and to my family...
Its time to make something work for myself...
Work hard and reach high Pal...
~*~
Past weeks and months have been normal...
Mainly dinners and chill thats all...
Most of the time with Yu Xin...
Think I have been bugging her?
Haa...
In any ways, maybe should stop bothering her much...
Her work has been stressful and busy...
Just wish her all the best for her work...
~*~
Exam over 2 weeks back...
I am back to a new term of studies...
My last term for my degree...
Hope everything will go fine and I can graduate...
Last exam was kinda screwed...
Just hope I can pass...
~*~
Been seeing lotsa lovey dovey these days...
Hmmm...
Wonder is it my own feelings or the loneliness and emptiness acting on me...
In any sense, I am pretty tired of going over and over and over again the process...
Maybe I am the extra piece of jigsaw of the big puzzle...
Haa...
As what I told Dearie...
Come WHO May...
Period.
~*~
The Soul feels @ 12:15 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
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