THE SOUL
Name:Wisely Thomas Wee
Age: 29
DOB: 8th Jan 1980
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Occupation: Assistant Marketing Manager
Industry: Engineering
I Am
~ Just a simple guy
Looking for a simple girl
To have a simple love
To lead a simple life
Which is the hardest thing to do~
I Love
~ Music
~ Bowling
~ Sleeping
~ Eating
~ Coffee & Tea
~ Freedom
I Want
~ To complete my degree asap
~ To get my driving license
~ To build on my career
~ To get my own car
~ To get my own house
~ To find my simple girl
Saturday, May 24, 2008
I wont...
Once again... I was roaming around town from 7pm.
Alone...
Same place, same route, but alone...
Without her beside me anymore. She Was with him.
Having a happy time spending his birthday.
I went to 5 book stores all around and I cant find the titles anymore. I must look harder.
I ended walking from Borders all the way to Boat Quay. I just wanted to be alone there and rot. I just wanna be somewhere near where she always hang out.
Little did I know, she and Yun Mei went to BQ.
She told me she was going to meet Yun to play. I know she didnt want me to know where they were initially. I have no intention to go down to look for them except for passing her the book.
Ah Ber then came to meet me, had dinner with him and then Yun passed her the book.
She told me she cant meet me cos she didnt want him to be sensitive that she actually met me when he cant spend time with her.
I was kinda pissed. I know its not about meeting an ex. Its about him. When she was with me, didnt she meet him and all? Its just that I closed my eyes. But he is Addison, thats why he got the f-king treatment!
I wanted to stay out later, but Ber and Yun asked me to go back or not they wanna company me. Not to let them stay late, I decided to go home. They went back in cab. While I ended up taking a slow bus ride back. I just wanna take my time home.
I didnt get to sleep until 4+am. I typed a long sms for her, wanted to send out but I am afraid to disturb her. I really cant stand the pain and torture I am going through.
Nevertheless, I still sent her this noon. But she was already at his place sleeping.
Working today. Feeling very frustrated. Till the point I wanna scram back at those customers who f-king screaming at us. My mind aint focusing.
Its all images about her...
~*~
You kept asking me dont be like this, you will worry.
You asked me what can you do?
You tell me what can you do? You are worried, but what can you do?
Forced to give up the one I love to another. How do you want me to feel and what to do?
The only thing I want, is the only damm thing you cant do.
You cried for me, the last time you left me.
That time you told me its the last try with him.
Then now?! Will there be a last?
I dont wanna be such a pain and whinner here... But I cant f-king help it.
No one can feel what I feel and understand.
~*~
I dont like what I see. I dont like what I feel.
~*~
I wont give up...
Trust my words...
I wont...
The Soul feels @ 8:05 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
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