THE SOUL
Name:Wisely Thomas Wee
Age: 29
DOB: 8th Jan 1980
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Occupation: Assistant Marketing Manager
Industry: Engineering
I Am
~ Just a simple guy
Looking for a simple girl
To have a simple love
To lead a simple life
Which is the hardest thing to do~
I Love
~ Music
~ Bowling
~ Sleeping
~ Eating
~ Coffee & Tea
~ Freedom
I Want
~ To complete my degree asap
~ To get my driving license
~ To build on my career
~ To get my own car
~ To get my own house
~ To find my simple girl
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Emotions
Today is seriously a day full of emotions. Mainly of cos due to relationship.
Darling's blog wrote 3 things. All about him. I know very well the situation. I know very well where her heart is. I knew it all along, but I still went ahead with it. As I had mentioned before, its a risk I have gotta take. I know my chances basing on the situations and past examples. Basically, its only I can do it or I dont thats all.
Darling had been feeling really down and moody, totally filled with emotions of her for him. I understand totally. Seriously speaking, no matter how much I understand, it definitely is a heartaching feeling I am going through. I said I dont mind, yes, I didnt really. But emotions flow in, and I cant help it sometimes but I try hard to hide it. Somehow, at times I cant really do it, like today.
Some sms from Darling yesterday set me down to my mood actually. The whole feeling is like i am a jail bird just waiting for the sentence to be passed but I didnt know when it will be passed thats all. I guess sooner or later ba. Somehow, I felt that it wont be long, cos He is coming back in 2 days time. It could even be today.
Darling just sms to meet at the pub and to chat. You never know where the chat could end up to. Darling told me Yun Mei said I would agree to any decisions Darling made as long as she is happy. I am positive on that to a certain extend but only if its to her best interest, not mine. I told her that I knew what to decide for myself in relationship. But then, going one round, I know I am still at the losing end..... No matter what...
I was really down... Really really moody. Sorry doesnt help. Its a sad word. It means something was wrong. It spells something bad coming as well...
Sorry... a word totally exploited...
The Soul feels @ 7:17 PM *~The Lost Soul~*
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